But
the tax collector stood at a distance. He would not even look up to
heaven, but beat his breast and said, "God, have mercy on me, a sinner."
Luke 18:13.
Some say, "I would feel
better about God hearing my prayer if I were more worthy and lived a
better life." I simply answer: If you don't want to pray before you
feel that you are worthy or qualified, then you will never pray again.
Prayer must not be based on or depend on your personal worthiness or
the quality of prayer itself; rather, it must be based on the
unchanging truth of God's promise. If the prayer is based on itself or
on anything else besides God's promise, then it's a false prayer that
deceives you - even if your heart is breaking with intense devotion and
you are weeping drops of blood.
We pray because we are unworthy to pray. Our
prayers are heard precisely because webelive that we are unworthy. We
become worthy to pray when we risk everything on God's faithfulness
alone.
So go ahead and feel unworthy. But know in your
that it's a thousand times more important to honor God's truthfulness.
Yes, everything depends on this alone. Don't turn his faithful promise
into a lie by your doubts. For your worthiness doesn't help you, and
neither does your unworthiness hinder you. A lack of faith iswhat
condems you, but confidence in God is what makes you worthy.